Not everyone knows this, but some may be wondering why most of the time, it’s just Sanjo in my posts. You see, Sab doesn’t live with me. She hasn’t been living with me for a year now. My mom has been taking care of her, and I get to see her only a few times each year, when my mom comes home to the Philippines and brings her here to see me. They live in our hometown in Zamboanga City (although my mom is in and out of the country since my family is really based in the UK), where my cousin is the one my mom got to take care of Sab. I miss her terribly, and there are times I feel bad about myself because what kind of mother am I, when I am not the one taking care of Sab as I should be? True that she’s better off living with my mom because right now, what we earn is barely enough for my Bubby, me and Sanjo. Which is why for 2010, I aim to work harder, write better, because I believe that I can earn a stable income doing what I love best — writing. There are a lot of things that I need to learn, but I’m ready and willing to take the necessary sacrifices just to be better and eventually make it.
Aw.. sis, that must be really difficult… I feel for you..
And I feel for you too…
I really wish that the coming year would be good to you sis, so that you can get Sab back to live with you and your family.
XO
I feel for you sis.
Parang ganyan din ako kasi I'm a full time working mom. But I guess being able to see your child every night is still a big difference.
I want to learn how to earn online too so I can be a WAHM and take care of my kids myself.
I too hope that next year is a promising and fulfilling year for us moms. *hugs*